No emotion

by StuckInNJ on Nov 18, 2008 12:09 AM EST

My first time posting here.

This MNF loss, i cant believe my heart had to take two of these down. Dallas and now this. I love football, the greatest sport in the world, but it can just crush you. I live in Jersey and i don't even know why i enjoy watching the Bills. When i watch them i feel like im watching an old school football team straight from when the game was still in its infancy. Don't ask me how i see it, i just do. Tonight's loss and this losing streak totally broke me. I tell myself it's only a game, but saying that over and over again doesnt really help. 4 straight losses...4 STRAIGHT LOSEES. Watching that electrifiying Buffalo crowd, how could you let them,us, down? You even have Jim Kelly, the greatest bills quarterback, out there. Did anybody see his face when Lindell missed that kick? Anyone watching the game could see his dissapoitment. Too many things went wrong in this game that will be pointed out in the later days by Brian and people. Buffalo I rather had them lose a couple at the start of the season and expect dissapointment, than show themselves as true choke artists. Words cant explain what i feel, its not anger, its more dissapointment.

PA on that 3rd down would have been nice

Sports can do crazy stuff to a guy

I've accepted Buffalo's fate, its not over, but I can't see the Bills overcome these inconsistent, lackadasical showing.

Just another great fan opinion shared on the pages of BuffaloRumblings.com.

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good post

and post more often

none of us really know why we do this to ourselves. it just depresses me and angers me more than it should. such is the life of a Bills fan I guess. I really can’t see this team ever being good again, I’m just too down on the whole leadership aspect of this franchise.

by Kurupt on Nov 18, 2008 12:41 AM EST reply actions

Sometimes you just need to step away and admit it

Your in a relationship with a sports team much like you are with Alcohol when its a little too important to you. You know your should cut back, know you should just stay away from the bar, and yet, in you go and by the end of the week, you killed half your paycheck on booze. Been there, done that, only beat the demon in the bottle when I met my wife.

Sadly, I cannot kick the Bills like I did the drinking habit, and somedays I wish I could. Nights like this one make me wonder if I should raise my kids as fans of the Bills when we have them, it seems like unecessary and cruel punishment. I have as of yet to find something important enough like my wife to come into my life and make the Bills matter a little less than they do, but they do matter, all to much.

In the end, I just accept that I am a glutton for punishment, and that I will continue to shell out large amounts of money to overpaid players and FOs who care not one whit for me on the off chance that I can see a winning team, and maybe someday when I am 90, a Superbowl Champ. I would go to the college ranks for my fix, but thanks to the AD at Syracuse, they won’t be salving my broken heart any time soon either.

Fear the mighty helmet wearing gopher, he is coming for your soul....

by WABillsfan on Nov 18, 2008 2:19 AM EST reply actions